Monday, January 6, 2014

Ashley Ltr: 2013-12-30 ===> THE LAST LETTER!!!



Subject:  Bring it on 2014!!

December 30, 2013
Helloooooo family!!

Man this seriously is the most surreal feeling sitting here in the Kingsport, TN library for the last time writing to y'all... Honestly it still hasn't really hit me yet I don't think that I'm heading home in just a couple of days. I'm totally and completely at peace with it all though, I know that Kingsport is going to be in great hands with Sister Huber at the reigns.

Yesterday was hard. I HATE goodbyes ugh... Thank goodness for Facebook though right? :) The bishop had me bear my testimony which I was grateful for. I had so many people come up and hug me thanking me for my service, I'm really going to miss this ward. I have met so many incredible people who truly have changed my life for the better! I thank Heavenly Father every night for sending me here.

I'm with y'all it's hard to believe that Christmas was this week... It feels like forever ago, this whole week has been just crazy, it's flown by but also dragged on. Holidays as a missionary are hard, most people are gone or are busy and have family in, they all say come back after the Holidays, so it's been kind of a slow week work wise.

Remember Shelley that I told y'all about last week though? She came to church yesterday! We had a lesson with her afterwards and committed her for a baptismal date! She's set for February 8th. :) Shes' such a sweet lady and the gospel is just what she needs in her life right now, she's had it rough, really rough.

It's hard to believe that 18 months has already come and gone, I'm definitely not the same person I was when I left, I've learned and grown so much. It's kinda scary to me that I wasn't going to do this, I wasn't going to serve a mission, I've wondered a few times where I'd be and what I'd be doing. I'm just so grateful that Heavenly Father stepped into my life when He did and let me know what it is I needed to be doing. I've been able to do things I never thought I could, I've been stretched in ways I didn't think I could be stretched and come out on top and I've come out a much better person because of it all.

I can for sure stand on my own two feet now when it comes to my testimony of the gospel of Jesus Christ, I know it's true without a shadow of a doubt. I know that through Jesus Christ and His infinite Atonement anyone, anywhere, anytime can change. I've seen it and experienced it myself. I know that the Book of Mormon really is the word of God, another testament of Jesus Christ and I know that in its pages you can find peace and solace to your heart, I know that because I've experienced it time and time again. I'm so grateful for the prophet Joseph Smith for the courage, strength, and faith he had to go through what he did so that we could have the gospel in our lives today, can you imagine what the world would be like today if we didn't have it? But we do! And for whatever reason I was blessed to have it my whole life, I don't know why but I'm going to do my best to try and keep paying it forward so that others can experience the same joy and happiness I've had. The gospel is true and I'll be forever grateful for the chance I've had to let others know that.

Thank you all for the love, prayers, and support you've given me. I honestly couldn't have done it without y'all. Love, love, love you!! :)

See y'all in a couple of days!!! xoxoxoxo

Sister Bedke :)

p.s. Mom if you maybe wanted to drop a hint at Seagull Book that I'm coming home, I'd love to work there again! Also if I could get back on with I think it's called Aventguard where Brother Garner works that'd be great too, dad maybe you could drop the hint there. :)

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